Ugh

A list of bad things;
- Got sick
- Exhausted and don't have much food
- Hibernating instead of eating
- Have a rash so my body is fighting two things and is weakened, medication isn't seeming to help
- Extremely low on cash, and I owe Josh some money
- My car is squeaking badly
- I drained my battery accidently by leaving my lights on (it is fine now but it does weaken the battery)
- Business is doing poor
- Haven't been able to do great in LoL
- Allison broke up with me
- administratively dropped from 3 classes
-  ruminating
- room is a mess along with car
- not having a good outlook
List of good things
- I'm able to play LoL and do okay
- I got new clothes from my mom
- People around me are still helping me
- I got $10 for driving Josh to work today
List of things I have to do
- Car mirror
- Car belt
- Room
- Friendship with Allison
- Work on singing with Cody
- Relieving depression/ stress that I have been having for the past month
- Eat more
- Work on flyer and business in general

Waiting

Its weird how slow time goes. I've gotten to the point where everything is in a fog. I haven't had to think hard and I'm not sure how long it will take my brain to warm back up. It will be nice to get back in school next week. Tackling two classes at a time until graduation is alright but compared to wasted my time at home it seems so much more amazing. Why do I waste my time at home? Because I have such little energy and maybe just need to relax. I'm waiting from the next time for me to talk to people and be social, (yet at the same time I'm dreading it), I'm waiting for school, and I'm waiting for people to respond to me on facebook. All these things will happen I just need to be patient and do my best to relax and yet not waste time.

Update on the New Year

I got sick yesterday and was unable to go to the business meeting today. I think I got sick because I haven't been eating enough and I strained my body going up Mt. Rubidoux. I'm not sure when I will be better. My brother and I semi cleaned our room today. Just now I saw a friends' blog; each day they are throwing something out of their house. I won't do that exactly but it will be exciting to clean a little bit each day. In League of Legends I have been working on the new champion and I have been doing terrible on her, until today. My brother was looking up an item build for Xin Zhao and I used that one on Caitlyn. It worked extremely well because it puts their armor to 0 and I am looking forward to when I can play her again, (hoping for the same results). I drafted tonight at the Porcu's with Andrew. I did well but my brother beat me. I couldn't stay the whole time though because of my health and I have to wake up at 7 tomorrow to mow lawns with Teddy.